Missing

I’ve tried really hard not to write too many gloomy posts.
I hate reading them on Facebook or Instagram even though they are real life.

Last night as I was falling asleep I thought about finding Will unconscious. I’m afraid that’s an image that may never leave my mind. Just writing this makes me tear up. Last night I tried to focus on how Will is happy and free from his demons. But man it’s so hard. But I have a lot to be grateful for.

I have friends and family who care about me. 16 students who need me. Past students who have made  a big impact on my life. Plus cute Wyatt!

He’s pretty easy to love. And I can’t get over how cute he is!

I’m grateful for my High Fitness classes that help motivate me and the wonderful friends I’ve made in class. I’m especially grateful for my friend Andrew. We became better friends this spring. I know without a doubt Heavenly Father put Andrew in my life because he knew I’d need comedic relief this summer. When we knew Will would not be on this earth much longer Andrew helped me contact Will’s friends.  And I can’t forget to mention how I love Andrew’s kitchen. It’s beautiful and one of my favorite places to bake.


This thankful season I have a lot to be grateful for...just wish Will was here to celebrate with us.